who defines the concept of a whole life
*
he’d say his life was whole
because it was his own
to take
but
it’s unfinished within us
he is
unfinished within us
because he is still whole
because he broke in two
*
I turn to my younger self
to find my older self
*
he told her (it’s very simple)
I either make love
or I empty my balls
he sits, exposed, in his backseat
waiting for her to move
she stares at his expectant face
and understands under which category she’d fall
where he’d put her after this
what’s the point
empty himself into her
his emptiness within her
getting rid of himself through her
garbage body
flush body
what’s the point
he ridicules her for not moving
towards him
on top of him
speechless against the door of his car
did he not listen to himself?
Croque-Melpomene 