You looked
At me
With an
Open mouth.
I know your teeth
Inside out.
I fed myself.
Everything happened in your name.
When would it become mine?
Something that I could call mine?
My body?
Yours to play with, deform, manipulate and curse.
Sending me into arms
And fondling hands
Afire
Acidic
That hurt
And tore apart with lying caresses
Drooling tongues
Saying prayers
In unfamiliar languages.
For your sake.
Appetite.
I grew,
Inwards, backwards,
Around every single finger of yours,
The extremities of your friends,
Everything
Was wrong with me –
What –
What then?
