She realised that she was a girl when she was four. When the
Shameful image her parents had of her translated and
Diffused into her own body and poisoned everything. When she
Became a contrast, to be hidden and yet showcased, abused to the core
And then thrown away. When she first felt a long-term hunger and lack;
That her survival would never be a necessity for those who created her in the first place.
She is a ghost with a heartbeat when she drags her body through dysfunctional
Streets. Her life has not yet begun and already she carries the weight of her
Society’s unstable mind-set. She is forced to think of herself what her abusers
Think of her. Expendable. A girl. Useless. An object for cheap desires. A vessel to be made
Sick. They all hope for her death because she costs nothing and is a financial burden;
What she earns she must give away, her body remains as others throw it away and treat
Her like trash. The only hope she had was that her mother might be able to relate to her.
But she realised that it was too late: there was a man’s soul in her mother’s body.
“The Birds Nest” by Sophie Gengembre Anderson (1823-1903)
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My name is Laura Gentile. I’m of German-Italian descent and I speak five languages such as English, German, French, Italian, Luxembourgish and I’m currently learning Romanian.
I hold a Master of Arts Degree in English Literature, Film and Visual Culture (Dissertation: The Decadent in Love with his Psychopomp: Thomas Mann's 'Death in Venice' and Adrian Lyne's 'Lolita') and a Master of Letters by Research in English Literature, Film and Visual Culture (Thesis: Romanticising Decadence and Aestheticising Death: Women as Projection Bodies and Mimetic Identities in Zola’s 'Thérèse Raquin', Schnitzler’s 'Dream Story', Süskind’s 'Perfume: The Story of a Murderer' and Eugenides’ 'The Virgin Suicides').
My debut novel, 'Within Paravent Walls', will be published by WiDo Publishing / E. L. Marker.
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