you were in such a hurry
you walked fast enough
looking for a way to go
done being alive as you rushed
towards taking yourself down
and I’m haunted what did your face look like
the world you lived in feels familiar to me
there’s no coming back now
you denied yourself space
what were you brought up to do
when did you take a look at your body
and think this will be its end
for me
what were you brought up to be
was there too much room for all the things
you never wanted to come close to
did you close your eyes when you shunned
the world in return
when the sun felt so fucking horrific
Croque-Melpomene 